Presley's Diary

I was going through some family photos trying to organize my PC and stumbled across a few Christmas photos I just had to share. This photos are from 2009, before AJ was born. It was just my Princess Rayleen and my son Chaz. We lived as a family of 4 in a 2 bedroom, 2 story condo near RCC. There were literally over 100 Presents under the tree and along the...

For almost 15 years I had severe migraines. The type that can only be described as suicidal. I remember thinking to myself, "This must have been what Junior Seau felt like" as I assumed that my pain was due to a life full of head trauma. It got so bad I wanted to jump off the top of Mt Rubidoux but I didn't So maybe the late great Charger linebacker was...

Have you ever heard of a 6th grader going an entire school year without missing a single math problem? I was in G.A.T.E. and I never did it. I don't remember any of my peers ever doing it either but my son Chas has thus far. So far he has gotten every answer correct this year and that includes his classwork, homework and all of his tests. I can't begin...

Dear God.... I love you!. I thank you! I truly understand that you have protected me more than most. I know I have my doubts at times. Not to mention the outbursts and rants that I must apologize for. I get out of pocket sometimes but when I am looking in the rear view mirror I see that you have clearly been responsible for my strength. You have sent me...

It seems like ever since I started my new diary I have begun to see things much more clearly. The clarity is relieving but it really doesn't make life any easier. The ice I am skating on has never been thinner. I am barely surviving, barely eating and barely getting from point A to point B. I'm still alone, still searching for even more clarity and still...

Today it was just AJ and I at the Towngate Memorial Park in Moreno Valley. We had a much needed picnic, just the two of us lounging, talking and making each other laugh. AJ is my youngest and at 5 years of age he currently loves me more than anyone else on this planet does. Which is why I wanted today to be just the 2 of us. I brought a back pack full...

I think every human needs a diary. I believe we all deserve to be understood and remebered. There are always different versions and perspectives to each story but when it comes to "Life" there are a billions stories... Here is mine. It can be very depressing when I think about being homeless. The thoughts that go through a human beings mind when they dont...

Hey Bonnie, I know you are out there somewhere and one day you will find this diary, hopefully sooner than later. To be honest you're part of the reason I started this blog. Like I said before,.. I always do things for multiple reasons and this blog wasn't just so I could vent for my mental health, share my wisdom with my children or so i could talk to God...

Right now I'm lounging at the park with about an hour to kill before I need to clock in my new night Job. I actually like my new job and so far I like everyone there except Dennis the Menace. I'm starting to think this might work out and the environment of Pizza, Beer, Wings and Sports can be something I could get use to. Same could be said for my lunch date...

I am literally working on 3 different blog entries at the moment but due to my attention span and vibe it is taking a little time to say things how i want to say them. That is part of the reason I prefer writing as oppose to random video rants in the heat of the moment. With that said this blog entry is a quick rant. LOL! However it's not random. I have thought...

Well I had been mentally prepared to deliver a good news blog entry this weekend but unfortunately I feel much worse than this emoji looks. I am sitting down in the public library, out of the rain, listening to the Dodgers playoff game, blogging... really just trying to keep it together. Before we get caught up lets rewind it to Thursday after I finished...

Follow my blog with Bloglovin What's Fam? This blog entry is really just a part 2, sharing the aftermath of me having my truck broken into at 24 Hours Fitness. I learned about a pretty cool feature that Gmail users can access if they need to. I had to break my blog entry into two parts due to the length of my entry plus I needed a break myself. This blog...

So this afternoon while I was in the gym someone got into my truck and took my 3 year old backpack, 4 year old laptop / tablet, 2 year old Akai midi controller and 5 fully loaded usb drives. I had that stuff sooooo long but I took such good care of, they could have lasted another 3 years. My usb drives had beats, my own music catalog, concert photos, family...

About an hour ago I was on my first date with Reina. She is an Angel from heaven and for at least one night she was my best friend. We talked about everything we could and before we knew it we ran out of time. One of the last things she said to me was she has a LA Fitness gym membership but instead of saying that I do too, all I could say is "I got a story...